The word that explains it all :Miskh:

I think about it, just about every time someone asks me,
"Why you stop blogging?"
+_+ dude I really have no answer.
The last attempt apparently came to naught.

I'm here anyways, telling a story from a little city called Miri City.
With no great internet connection, I gots no photos.
Haven't been taking them anyway.
Miskh...
Whats miskh?
Oh, you put you teeth together, and blow while putting the back of your tongue
agaisnt your teeth. Try it now.
Miskh, yes, you should get a semi gurgly sound.
Miskh is my new situation, probably my new god if it comes to that.

I'm home, I'm sleepy and I'm hungry...
Just sent Ke An home this morning, sigh... great to have her around,
starting to miss her so much already.
And no I'm not saying it just to make you happy,
I really do.
Didn't get much sleep in the day though, couldn't anyways.
It gets me sometimes, that I can't sleep, staring at that blank white ceiling.
Trying my best not to succumb to emoness.
But sometimes, its just gets the better of you.
I came back, canceled movie with my Cuz, coming home to eat and sleep.
My sis was cooking for me dad, yeah, lots of food there.
But when I ask, "Is there any food for me"
I get, "Hah?!?"
Ok! I get the idea...
"I thought you go out eat leh, didn't cook for you ohh"
*Big plate there...* ...
I'm hungry dammit... its okay, put it aside learn from those monks.
Live long life. Triple L.
Oh there's black bean soup... I can have that later.
Went upstairs went to sleep.
Woke up irritated came down.
Plate of food, gone.
3 da bao boxes, empty.
There's a box of white rice and chicken rice.
Ate the chicken rice.... water's got more taste, water from M'sia anyway.
Called my sis, "Did you buy the chicken rice?"
"No, who bought it?"
"Don't know I'm eating it it sucks its tasteless"
"Then why you ask me leh??..."
*Ignores the temperament*
"Its okay, there's still black bean soup I can have that"
Ok get this...
What she said after that probably made my blood boil and eyes bleed.
"Hah?? But that soup is for Indiana(younger brother) he say he wanted to go bistro to eat but I told him there's soup at home he can have then if you eat whats he gonna eat??? Just now I asked the maid to make a burger for you but you went to sleep so long, call you no answer ask her go knock on your door... haiyah"
Fucking... BurgeR?
And that bowl of black bean soup could feed my family... Christ...
So I ended up with a cold hard burger...
Just one man... I haven't eaten since breakfast.
And now I'm here, I'm hungry and I'm about to make my brother
make me something cause I really don't wanna get outta this room.

But enough of that O.o


Whats more interesting is what I'll be doing next year.
Best part : I haven't even told my dad.
I hate that. I hate that feeling.
I hate always having to do something simply to please someone else.
I love independence.
Now I'm stuck with making sure he's "happy" with my decision,
and figuring out how to do it.
Or rather, what to do if he's not satisfied with it.
Then what'll become of me? zzz...
Ghiz out, for now... really really sleepy. Harsh day.

A comeback

Dear lads, its been while..

Yeah I hear some of you calling me as if I were beyond the grave,
"Why you stop blogging Ghiz???"
All I could say was, "I just didn't feel like it?"
And that rings true cause there are times when you feel like telling the world
what your life feels like.
Other times, you just feel like shutting those voices out of your head.
Why is it your own concern anyway?

But I heeded those calls, man I was really out for quite a period of time.
And here I'm back again, Gghiz, with a spirit thats here to stay.
Oh, of course we need to celebrate, or at least have some sort of
magnificent comeback!
Ah yes, cbox... oh what the hell someone flamed me? Cy...
Who do I know by the name of Cy............
Thinking... still thinking...
Man, if only you put your full name in there when you flamed me.
Then I can really decide what to say or how to say it to ya.
I mean, brothers and sisters, if I gonna tell someone, to fuck off or how ugly he/she is,
I bloody gonna make sure that person gets me name right so he/she'll remember me for life.
That's the way the ball rolls people.
Yo so Cy, word of advise man/girl, whatever, next time you come posting,
please don't get over your head just because you've got a big colorful riot screen in front of you,
touch up bulk up be a man.

Hahahahaha, geez I love these Singaporeans, so full of love.
Nothing like coming back firing back a bit of hate I say...
Spent 3K dollars on me bro these last few days
remaking his outfits remaking his closet,
you all should've seen his shoes, torn tattered worn tearing smelling?...
3K dollars.... he better wear them clothes. Or 3K's going to charity.
Hahahaha, And the next few days or so, It'll be my turn for a makeover,
I gots with me around 2K, and Singapore may not be the best place,
but AX had pretty good stuff and we won roughly $430 from Topshop,
really looking forward to that! =O

Well, times a wasting, I wish I had written this much for my US personal essays.
Wrote of you JuelzeCrown, how you changed my life, thats my brother right there.
And of all the shit you made me do too, its in there.
Hahahah
Cheers man.

Mesmerized

Warning : No photos on this post

If you're looking for fancy fancies,

or perhaps you don't have an appetite for English,

you may look away now,

and turn right back because you know

what you're just about to miss.

Them boys're planning, as well as I

regarding class outings... got a whopping $170+ class fund to squander,

(chicken feed by my records...)

Chicken feed cause its for 24-26 people.

I been thinking, of using Orang Besar Nelson's place

cause he's got an enormous house for a student.

Then again, thats right after we failed to book East Coast and Sentosa beaches,

apparently we need to book 2-3 weeks in advance for barbecue pits!?

Singapore, you fail me once again.

Also regrettably, we cannot book camp sites down at East Coast,

nor chalets down at Sentosa, cause they are all fully booked.

Singapore, thats twice you failed me. In one day.

Say something Singapore.

I really despise this place.

Anyway, we garnered a few intellectuals and came up with mankind's greatest gift!

an IDEA!

As expected Nelson, an Indonesian guy, who will never let me down,

no matter what predicament I'm in, even as I'm falling off a plane

without a parachute he'd come for me.

You better bitch...

has generously lent us his home, for our entertainment purposes.

It'll be great I hope. No more boring barbecues,

instead we're gonna camp YOUR place Nelson.

We're coming for you, and we're coming on Sunday.

And we're coming to fill your fridge. or take it, either way.

After all buds, tomorrow is celebration!

Tomorrow is the end of my perpetual torment.

Tomorrow my life restarts itself!

Tomorrow my friends and family...

is...

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My exit testimony will be the most badass testimony you guys will ever see in your lifetime,

I promise this.

GG Happy and Out.

Oct 10th SAT

First off, mayne, fuck you Juelze, and fuck you Daryll

and whoever went on that Helicopter trip

In Australia... You didn't even tell me!! O.o

Friend... Brother!?...

Check this out people, wonderful sights, just gets ya thinking

what its like to be rich.

Check it out at http://www.xiaoxiaoming690.blogspot.com/

(note* the previous http was invalid this is the correct one, look it up!)

That be my friend JuelzeCrown, member of the infamous

Brotherhood, he Innerhood, out of 6 of us.

Trademark of Miri City.

One more time Juelze, Fuck you. I'm gonna go America. And I gonna Fly to Space.

And I gonna take pictures of the moon for you.

Yeah, I just realized I haven't blogged in abit.

Time's catching up on me, suddenly the spirit ain't there.

But now its back, Just a head's up.

I'm blogging from this little comfy spot down here. Its nothing much. and Its comfortable.

Oh and I really gotta show you my neighbourhood.

This is the view from the bedroom.

Got a canal running thru.
View from the living room, yepz there's a harbour here.

Clubhouse beside the harbour. Romantic at night outside.
My girlfriend once dipped a camera in there. It came out fine.

I'm on the bridge. Bridge? Yeah.. That the clubhouse.

The be the bridge I was standing on.

Across the clubhouse, from here I'm standing at Carribean at Keppel Bay.

Thats the view from the front.

Few days back, one Mooncake Night (Mid-Autumn Festival in sg) >.<

Me Gf and I were emcee-ing this event

for a community club.

$100 each, wasn't bad.

Wasn't a very responsive crowd,

I didn't expect it to be.

We did cool though, events were pretty smooth.

Was so excited, another new chapter to blog.

Didn't bring my camera. Life sucks sometimes ... O.o

I'm still thinking of you Juelze. screw u.

I'm so jealous. -.-

Dude wtf!?!....

I need some money...

Now...

Cibai...

Ish.

Apparently a failed topic too. Oct 10th SAT?

I'm taking it then. Yeap. That's all I gotta say bout it.

Dude what am I sayin'!!??

Time's running fast I got something to say bafore' I go.

Few days back I thought of quittin' school

and playing Poker. Happier life I thought.

I still think it is.

And there were so many things to go through... it sucked big time.

And it stumped me for days on end. With no solution.

No escape path.

Then I was talking to me buds Juelze and AaronSama.

Juelze was concerned that I thought about making money everyday

and I was so stressed about it. Hell yeah, who won't be?

That got me thinking.

I'm all over the place I said, and I ain't completing no shit.

Focus.

The key was Focus.

Complete and profound focus on ONE task at a time.

I read it somewhere before.

As I try to accomplish too many tasks at a time, I accomplish none.

"The man who chases two rabbits, catches none"

Mhmm... so among all the huge tasks I've set for myself.

I've taken the easiest one.

I'll memorize that despicable SAT wordlist.

Words that you'll never use in life.

Words such as : acquiesce, condone, elucidate, torpid, coalesce, raconteur, lampoon,

bigot, aver, germane, derogatory, supercilious, astute and athropy.

I know 1% of these words.

Haha, you feeling bad now? You have no idea.

All I gotta say now is : Focus people. Focus. Hope I helped some people out there.

Sure, maybe you won't openly admit that you're as stumped as I am,

but hey,

"I elucidated my eloquent point that has mitigated my hackneyed problems

by garnering a tenet of volition. It placated my sense of meandering and I became

indefatigable by meticulous and resilient efforts to augment my judicious selection.

Laconic I am naught, condescend to me friends and be loquacious;

incessant on wealth and being."

HAHA! Just for you.

Signed,

GG

My Days are Better than Most

And this... has made my life so much the better.

My master here has taught me so much regarding the following. He is my model and aspiration.

Brave & Smart

Powerful & Intimidating

Goal Oriented and Confident

A very photogenic Cat, if he were human, he'd be Arnold.

and HE'S BIG MAN....

Quite a while's ago I went looking for a new hobby (didn't really turn out to be my new hobby) and I found this little shop by Plaza Singapura (really cool name don't ya think XD) and passed by these cool puzzles. Now I never seen puzzles these beautiful before, supposedly they glow in the dark and some are glittering.

Ke An and I toiled at this particular puzzle down below, it depicts a Cancer, my Star Sign. Its got a long history, first we brought it back to Miri to complete, we didn't. Brought it back here, finished to find 2 pieces missing. You never want to experience that, it is soooo unaccomplished.

As the days went by, the maids came and cleaned up... and eventually as you take a closer look you'll notice an additional 2 pieces went missing. Totalling 4... Who takes puzzle pieces? Like seriously... Its been on the floor every since. Stil a beautiful sight, we both made it together =P.

And back to the main topic of today. I would always end my days with a big grin knowing that I've beaten 90% of Singapore's population in regards to having a better day.
I cannot even begin to understand how so many people could do nothing every day but sit and home and do nothing. Or study for that matter. Sure I respect that decision to work hard and to everything there's a limit and most frequently I see that limit broken and surpassed.

For example, I would spend my merry days capturing beautiful pictures of my good friend, Kyle's Cats! That beats a lot of them dopes out there for sure.

Her name's Beauty, till this day I still do not know whether it is male or female. Dear lovable Mr. Tibbs...due to a not very user friendly blog system, his pictures have appeared at the top of the page. oh wells...

Just Quit School and Play Poker

Be warned : There are no photos in this post just a lot of words. I simply felt like telling a story so for those who can't or find it really really strenuous to read the English language, please turn away now. This is not your place.

It all began a long long time ago when I picked up a book entitled, "Making Money Out Of Thin Air". It was then I got hooked on the idea of "making money" so I picked up another book after that entitled, "Think Lazy Grow Rich". That was when I was 16 and no I'm not making up these titles they really exist somewhere out there. And I specifically selected these books because of their very attractive titles.

In the present day, I find myself torn between many many contingency plans. First of which is the most rewarding, rewarding in the eyes of my family, my girlfriend and the rest of the world. This option requires me to complete my A level studies and advance to the next tier known as University. There is a catch however, as not any University will do, I must be accepted into a GOOD University. To all you teenagers out there who are just about to enroll into a University, I feel you. Good Uni, must get good grades, need lots of co-curricular, good life maturity, good track records and the works.

Bloody just ain't worth it is it?

Listen to me people, I'm going to work and toil and struggle in school so that I can be prepared to work, that is to work and toil and struggle. Man, that is a pretty sucky life in my opinion.

They talk of options, options where to work who wants me and what I can do for my future... UNDER someone else. I'll tell you this, I'm going to be that "someone else" and find other university graduates to work FOR me. Ah, so I'm giving them the options... works for me.! =P

OR the other more simpler way is this, when you teachers go emo on you, when life and school just seems so pointless sometimes, I did something, rather I create it. An Idea. Contingency plan C I call it. So lets say, after this year in High School, the Singapore Casino has probably been completed.

Yeah... sounds good I've just bought myself a book on poker, giving me good reads, tips and strategies. Hows about I forego all the pointless insanity I'd be facing in the next years to come and instead put my skill and intelligence into poker.

I'm sure I'd be enjoying myself, and making a little side money, or full time to be exact.

Honestly friends, school really is pointless in my opinion, I'm learning dag shit that I won't be using ever again. Poisson distribution? Oh please... Tell me, has anyone apart from me really thought this out? I'm growing closer and closer to contingency C everyday. And It always feels good. =P

Cheers people. Find your place in life.

Its good

Btw... Miri Kueh Tiaw is good man.

Come Again?

Alrights lets get started, its been a while now. I'm feeling bad, but I'm good again. Fluctuations are amazing... maybe its the music. F1 was really amazing tho, dramatic too =)

I keep telling myself, go home I gotta blog about this, and this... Oh hey! I gotta blog about that too thats really funny. SO I get home I sit down get a drink fry some kueh tiaw (this is explained later), switch on the TV and play FIRE EMBLEM. Baskit... So much for blogging. So much for better lifestyle after DotA.

Its really fun, tho after 3 days of playing that and nothing else, this thing called the diminishing marginal utility actually comes into play. Wow, Economics really applies to real life for once, Mr. Chan would be so proud.

Yeah anyway, after exams on Wednesday, it was around 9.30 I think we headed down to the local shopping complex withdraw some money pay rent, grabbed some food. Sick man sick, the usual store was closed, no duck rice for me no good food for everyone else. We ordered fried rice, ... tasted bland. Like bread, except bread tastes better. Then I got quail eggs. .. It cames in soup. Yes... Inside soup. God knows why... was more tasteless that water. Had a bit of fun cause it didn't come with forks or spoons so we dug em out with straws.

That was about two days back, yesterday went down to F1, qualifyers, you'd be mad not to go really, even if its just a walkabout its just about the only happening thing around singapore that provides entertainment. Seriously this place is sooo boring, but I make a life outta it. Gotta want everything don't we? =O

Dear old Nelson, yeah he was my last minute replacement for my sister whom I reserved the seat for a month ago, and to just tell me she didn't wanna come along cause today's the qualifyers and not the real race. Hey, a free ticket's a free ticket man. Nelson benefits.View looks really good from up here.


Thats where we were heading. Did I mention, we spent like, 10-20 minutes walking to this place from the "suggested" entrance? (idiots) Eventually we found it, on the other side of the track. Lols... that was really a wtf moment. Seriously. Walking 20 minutes just to find its on the other side of the track with 8-10 metre high fences? Not cool >.<

Nice shot isn't it?

A less nicer shot, took a few tries before I got the one above.

On the left is Wen, he came with me, and on the right its William who was taking photos of cars zooming past. He taught me how, and I decided to experiment.

The worst design ever. I dipped my foot in that little streak of water. Who builds a bridge with holes man seriously? O.o

The Singapore Esplanade. Its beautiful.

Which reminds me. People keep asking me why I don't update my blog. Its been like... 2-3 days? Man I see people who update their blogs everyday... It gets kinda repetitive. Daily life, thoughts, daily life, thoughts... hmmm.... no to all you who ask me no I refuse to be one of the people who blog about my everyday life. I decide how this becomes. =P

About three days ago, I also tried to do the following :
But the rest of the time, I sorta found a substitute to DotA, which I quit. Its called Fire Emblem, I'm really pissed caused I wasted like, three days playing that game. Victim of Nintendo.

Tho I did have some good times. My sister came up from my hometown Miri and brought me the famed Miri kueh tiaw(or however you spell it). Brings back good memories know? Its like, delicious food once again. The kueh tiaw and noodles and what not in singapore are horrible terrible and they taste like vegetables.

GOod Ol' Miri, frying them to heat up...

There are these large boats passing by where I live now. I happened to see one of them passing by when I grabbing a drink so I ran but it was really really fast man...

Here's a time when I tried to.... make something out of one day expired minced meat and mushroom and tomatoes. Hey, they were the only things I could find around. So what the heck I thought, I'll just throw everything into the frying pan and Voila! Food.

It always seems so easy when someone else does it, fry the beef first, okay... now fry the mushrooms then the tomatoes. Yeh, Pan was so full nothing fried, so I kept it there longer then it overfried, as you can see, it looks like.... mailto:$@%5E&@$... but trust me, it tasted much better than that.

On a side note, cause I REALLY need more free cash lying around + I love money + I'm greedy Ghiz, Ke An and I are thinking to start a little tuition on conversational English down here at the Carribean, I'm looking for ideas/suggestions/advice, any would be quite welcome =P.

Stay cool fellas, Its life, and its really tough, I've been through a few things but can't talk about everything here, just the best parts, and thats not even all of them cause I'm down with a flu right now. Like I said, life's tough and it takes its toll on you but thats just the reason why we don't die as easily neither. Cheers to Life ^^

When you wake up ever morning feeling grateful you're alive, thats when you're on the right track.

Days Back and Now

Yesterday I was just looking at the Best Singapore Blogs 2009, honestly... they suck. >.<

As I always say, my 3 year old embryo little brother (which obviously doesn't exist) can write a better blog than them. I'll keep this precise, I'm going to show Singapore what a blog really is. What a lifestyle is and what good photography is. Seriously... Oh yea, and insight into life does not mean a 3 page blog per day Singapore, no it doesn't mean that.

Time to be -educated- dearest Lion Country.

~~~Here we go ~~~

Two days back, remember I was eating dinner with Mom and Aunt Angie and Uncle Peter (My sister's Godparents) downtown, yeah. Its a really cool place.

Just makes me think, dayme, this lifestyle, is simply the exquisite best. I want it, I want it all. I'm greedy like that aren't I? Look at it this way, the food, the class, the service, the smell, yes it smells of rich and money. Thats what I like.

Of course my girlfriend's here with me, she's taking most of these photos. Thats me, with food I didn't eat.

Guess the fruit

I did not eat this, >.<

I did not eat this neither >.<

I might have taken one of these.

Oh... did I forget to mention the hotel name? =P

See, if only my house had a bar like this. I can picture it now, beside the sea/ocean, with glass windows and a balcony + pier that walks into the sea and a bar of this class with seats. . and a bartender of course... Dreams... its good to dream, the worst thing about dreams is not having one. Do you have a dream?

Trust me, the food in there, is good. Capital -G- o o d.

Me trying to learn to take pictures. I took this one myself. Pretty good in my opinion. ITS GOOD LAH... zzz >.<

Gf took this for me, she's a real talent ain't she.

Welcome to the Fullerton. Majestic..

Bloody mussels... for some reason they taste like water. No wait, more bitter. Whatever's more bitter than water, or tasteless, is bad. Bad bad biggie -B- a d

Beautiful

Beautiful too.

And so ends another day, a few days back. Oh I just got my wires back today, and the person to thank is right below! His name's Nelson, Gunawan, Big Boss Nelson. He's a great DotA player... the best teammate ever, saves your life at +/- 6hp, of course if its negative you're dead but thats okay, at least he tried yea? Thats what he says anyway.

Some time ago, we celebrated his birthday... starting off first picture, 6th April 2009 and me with a pineapple head. I miss that hair... felt really fluffy. Awww, Nelson looks so happy yea? Homie.

My dear Homie nelson on the left, after he got skewered by egg shells of doom(and the yolk) with flour and milk. Term : we "caked" him.

Before it all happened, beautiful candle on the palm.

How it was done.

I think this was the night before... his b-day..

My dear homie... crying in lots and lots of joy. Your Welcome brother.